Sunday, July 11, 2010

BlogTV Wednesday Night! Be There!

So I'm going to try BlogTV again:

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Saturday, July 10, 2010

June Favorites (non-beauty related)

So June has come and gone.  It was a rough mouth to be honest with you, but there were a few things I managed to love this month.

Beauty Favorites:

So the Drake album dropped and too be honest I've yet to listen to it in its entirety.  However, quite a few of my friends claimed they weren't too impressed.  Despite all of that, I do like "Find Your Love" especially when it was song by a YouTuber: HottLikeBroadway.  I usually don't watch videos of singers but I definitely subscribed and doesn't hurt that he is cute too:-)

For some reasons I've been eating a lot of sandwiches this month.......probably cause I've been broke and doing the good ol' fashion lunch bag sandwiches.  However, when I do decide to spend the money there are two places I go: Atlanta Bread Company and Subway.

At ABC, I get the roast beef on sourdough with tomato, mayo, onions, and lettuce.  When I go to Subway, I get the footlong (cause I'm a fatass lol) wheat with turkey, lettuce, American cheese, onions, tomato, oil and balsamic vinaigrette, mayo, and oregano.  Oddly, after years of being disgusted by onions.......suddenly I have been craving them.  

I really appreciated those who reached out to me on YouTube and showed me so much love and support when I was going through some things.  I just want to thank them cause it really meant a lot and was really surprising.

I know I didn't have many favorites this month, but I'm sure I'll have more to post next month:-)

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Monday, July 5, 2010

Married, Pregnant, and Single

So for the past week, I have been in training for my new job.  It is five weeks long and a complete drag.  However, the other women in my class amuse me and I do my share in keeping others entertained.  However, y'all don't care about my training class, so I will move on.

On my first day of class, it was brought to my attention that about 90% of the women in my class were either pregnant, had kids, married, divorced, or a combination of the previous.  What threw me off was the fact that about half of those were around my age or younger.

It is slowly becoming a bit of an annoyance listening to these women talk about their husbands and children when I am stuck in my state of lonely nights or the permenant transition from single to not so single (long story).  Though being the single/childless woman amongst those who aren't so lonely sucks, it is the ages that fascinate me.

I am only 22 and feel like I have barely cracked into adulthood.  Though the days of running to mommy and daddy for every little thing are over, I know that they still have their hands lightly on my purse strings, which I am okay with due to some personal setbacks.

It blows my mind that at my age girls, hell even guys, are ready to be married with kids and completely settled down.  Don't get me wrong, if you can do it and that is what you really want, then go for it.  But it is still hard for me to believe that I am at the point in life where every time I get on Facebook, there is another wedding album of a high school classmate or another friend is pregnant.

I am still trying to figure out who I am and where I am going, the idea of involving someone else in that decision isn't something I want or need right now.  But when I look at the other women in my class glowing about their snotty nosed kids and their lazy ass husbands.............I start to feel something inside.

No, it isn't jealousy but at times I do wonder will my turn come soon (soon meaning in the next five years) because right now there is nothing on the horizon indicating that I will too have my own lazy ass husband TRYING to get me to cook for him or a snotty nose baby destroying my sex life.

While I know I am not ready for a kid (which my friends constantly remind me of: "you don't even like kids" lol......which is not true, just people's bratty ones that need an ass whooping) or having to share all my life decisions with someone else, it would be nice if I could at least get a little puppy and maybe a guy who I could see a future with that extends past the summer:-)

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